What you have been through, what you are going through, or what you are putting yourself through does not have the power to separate Jesus from you.
He doesn't condemn you for your behavior, choices, actions or reactions...He loves you right where you are. There is no gray area, there is no in-between. His love endures forever.
Our sins were nailed to The Cross. If you believe in Him, then you are righteous, holy and flawless. Period. Nothing can take that away, and don't let anyone (including yourself) tell you any different.
Stop condemning yourself, because there is no condemnation in Him. He sees you as perfection!
Thank You, Lord, for the covenant of grace You brought to us through Christ when He fulfilled the law because we couldn't. Thank You for dying so we can live in complete freedom in Your grace. Amen.